Just had one of the roughest months of my life — I can't talk about most of it. (Big social rifts, plans going south, __ , _ , finals.)
Made me realise it would do me very, very, very good to disconnect from this community for a bit.
It pains me a lot that I needed to retire since I had a bunch of plans, and I'm very emotionally attached to this community.
I'd had a lot of people worrying about me, and for that I apologize.
I have a lot of love for people on here, but I learnt the hard way I really need a break right now, and even if I come back I might not stick around forever.
So I thought I should heal by making the people I've come to love part of me, by adopting their healthy coping mechanisms and moving forward with my life!!
I am going to cook dinner tonight and watch Baby Reindeer with my dad, and tomorrow I'll maybe draw something I won't show anybody else and go for a run.
If all this goes well and what I wanted to do on Staff still weighs on my mind I'll come back next year…?
That was a lot of yap just to say I'm retiring! Byeee!
doubt thou the stars are fire
doubt thou the sun doth move
doubt truth to be a liar
but never doubt…